:: R I J A L I O U Z O N E ::

Actually i was so happy cz i would go to Jakarta. But, i was so sad too cz i went there with my " new " environment. No with my classmate, but with another class cz i had to follow the competition in UNIPA last time that i have ever told to you, guys. There, i was so happy.

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Maybe at 3 pm, we finally went to Jakarta by train. Maybe like other guys, stayed in the train was worse than stayed at home. :) But, i had to realize that i might not be attached cz it was not my neighbourhood. So long waited there and of course lots of laugh spent out in the train. One of rooms of train, we stayed so no-one couldn't enter our room. Hehehe... so nice and so amazing cz of that. 

Maybe just kidding or not, someone sold the fried rice offered his merchandise and my friends, Dina and Erna said that they wanted to buy that. Automatically, one of teachers that accompanying us went to Jakarta said, "If you wanna buy, so please. But, if can't finish it, you can give the remain of that to Rizal." And i think you know guys, what could i do. Just smile and bated the embittered. I din't know why someone could be like that. After that, all of my laughts that i wanted to spend out, so dissapear. Go away with air.... After that, i was back to my chair, and saw the phanorama out of train. Of course and thought, any problems with me? Was i wrong for following this part?? I didn't know what i had thought last time. And suddenly, i cried. Huft.... Bad news i didn't know what happened but i was so remembering with two my greatest ones in my life said. One is my teacher, and One is my mom. Maybe you don't know or maybe you can't be sure to me with my mother said. My mother had ever said that poor one will never get their own dream. And automatically influences to me. My mother said like that when i said to her when i told to her about my dream ( sorry i can't publish my dream :) ), and angrily, she said that " Chicken is chicken, will not be an eagle until the end of time." and of course, it causes me so unconfident. From that sections, i can concluse that between poor man and rich man so different. And have large differences. 

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Okay, finally... after 2 days and one of night in the train, we arrived in capital of country, Jakarta. Happy, so of course. But, sad? Absolutelly. But, i might not look so sad in front of my friends that wanted to accomodate in me. :)

to be continued.....